Its my Birthday !

dia belanja saya Chicken Chop wee thanks Love :') imy .

.29th September 2010.

Genap 20 tahun aku berada di atas muka bumi Allah SWT :')

there'll be no more teen ages for me anymore HAHA club twenty's !

Special day for special person yeaah, im touched read all of yr wishes through

mail, fB, text messages etc.

so appreciate it, but pls no offense if im not replying it.

more than 350+ wishes and i cant barely thanks to all of you.

TQ so much, God bless i love you ! ♥

she treat me well, and i love her so much.

and honestly,

i just miss the old Shafina's.

i wish i can turn back time to

eat laugh giggling gossip shops lepaking together just like the old times.

I Love You ♥ pls do forgive me.

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin :)

I would like to wish all of my Muslim friends,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI Maaf Zahir & Batin.
Halalkan makan minum ku selama mengenali mu .. cehh

Anyway it was a quiet riang ria raya for me this year, and yet still has some sad story to tell. Its kinda hard for me to be far from someone I'd loved di pagi yang mulia :') its okay, still have my beloved family to cheers my morning.

Duit raya collection, hmm as i expected .. not that much compare to previous year. I just get confused, why lah. Im still 19 .. T.T its okay, still had the best part of raya ! Lemang homemade by Ayah & Me , Nasi Himpit rendang ayam/ daging , Ketupat Daun Palas. uhh its just turns me on ! HAHA

Hmm got news from Kedah. Pakteh was admitted to KMC due to his health prob. Sudden falls on malam raya, we cant do nothing but pray :( so does PakJang. Raya this year was not cheers as the previous in Kedah. ya Allah, berikan lah mereka kekuatan untuk meneruskan hidup. Sembuhkan lah segala penyakit yang dihidapi, agar terus hidup bahagia di samping keluarga Amin.

8th of Raya Aidilfitri ,
the day that i had the most fun.

Off to Puchong, beraya di rumah tercinta haha. Love Letter as a gift. Had a great lunch together with Mak, Nasi Tomato and Ayam terbaeek' never expected Shafina's can cook that well haha congrats sygg. Plus together celebrated our 5th Month being together as a Lover wuwuwu :) forever and eternally ♥

.. Maaf Zahir & Batin, tc'

Dahulukan yang tersayang

.....

Woman was made from the rib of man.

She was not created from his head to top him,
Nor from his feet to stepped upon.

She was made from his side to be close to him,
From beneath his arm to protected by him,
Near his heart to be loved by him.

Please Forgive Me

Lately Me and My Deary Shafina gets in a lot of misunderstood situation. And since then, i think i don't deserve at all to be a part of her cz she's being too great for me. I'm the one who always can't make things happen .. eventhough we had a promise, I'm the one who always broke it.

Another thing is about EGO in ourself, my stupidity always cause us to argue about little mistakes thingy. I don't believe when some one told me I'm good or being nice to them, infact I'm the worst person you ever met on this planet.

To Shafina :

Even if I always make things not right between us, I'm totally losing my mind when it come for you. I sacrifice myself to do anything for you, since you hold the key to my heart. Just don't really care bout what's the consequenses might be happen to me, but you should really care that hopefully I'm still breathing to meet you someday. InsyaAllah, we will meet up again in this time being. Please don't ever leave me, and please to know that I'm so need you right now cause I feel like I'm gonna blow my head again and again after this. I can wait and I don't really care the way you text me with the short messages .. the most important is I can still be with you.

I Love You ♥

* If I should die tonight and the reason remains unknown, don't tell the whole world. But the one I love ( My Boo, Shafina ) that I died of a broken heart, not because she loved me too little but because I loved her too much *

Non Malaysia Airlines staff.

First step in Malaysia Airlines & Malaysia Airport Berhad.

I never ever felt this close when in come to participate in aircraft maintenance. Only before in MIAT with the junk one, uhh.

MY FIRST WEEK

1st Day - get a group along with Aimi & Basyir ( Instrument ) with guidance of Miss Nina, kak Azu, Sharool and Boey CP as an engineer. didnt understand at all what does it mean, but yeaah seems like we gonna spend most our time in the cockpit :) teringin sgt dduk atas seat pilot then main tekan2 button on the panel haha dream come true !

2nd Day - chance to having tour on B737-300 Nok Air Thailand with our engineer Wak Lan :) jakun laa at first en haha aircraft bau tom yam. learn a bit, but yet we cant start our work since only the otai can perform task on this particular aircraft.

Then started to recognize who's our Foreman ( Head Manager ), LEO, Lead Tech, Jr. Tech etc. They are so damn busy working here and there with tools on their hand. hmm what i love most is the avionics guys, their routine is baca paper borak2 and tidur. But when it comes to major electronic defect, theyre the one who cant really get to sleep at all.

5th Day - Nok Air Thai out, Air Asia Indonesia 737-300 in :)

.. dont do much work, but still dont get it why on earth felt damn tired after 4.45pm hmm.

My 9th July :)

wonderful day isnt ? thank you Allah still keeping me breath as great as human being. 9th July was the registration day in MIAT for this coming semester 5 which is im gonna do my practical for 6month in Malaysia Airlines System Subang Airport. In that period of time, it will be my first time in my life to working on something HAHA.



The best part of today was taking my results for last semester. kinda freakout at first, shivering cold after met Shima and Bank in the same class waiting for result. Alhamdulillah, my effort is well worth paid off. and as i expected, my exhaust and propeller paper its not that good. texting and calling blabla.. thanks for family and mates who helping me a lot with my tasks and report in semester 4 :)


* 3.95 in semester 4, decreasing 0.03 compare to last sem .. haiih *

Shafina, lucky number one to take a look at my result. even it wasn't satisfying at all but she treat me for that. how nice my cuty little sweetpie xoxo ! having some tea at her house and little chat with her family, and im proudly off to Gombak ..

home sweeet home ♥

:')

Ya Allah
jika aku jatuh cinta, jagalah cintaku padanya,
agar tidak melebihi cintaku pada-Mu.

Ya Allah
jika aku jatuh cinta, jagalah hati ku padanya,
agar tidak berpaling dari-Mu.


Im always praying this behalf for my partner too.
i always does and hopefully
she will.

InsyaAllah, Amin.

ESQ Seminar

Terasa sebak di dada ketika menonton Halaqah Sentuhan Qalbu by ESQ. kenapa aku tak terbuka hati nak menghayati time attend seminar ESQ itself for 2days which is much better than ON AIR di tv9 ini .. hmm im surely gonna attend the next seminar. since already registered for ESQ Alumni, you can attend the seminar for free :)

*this is how the things happen*

Please Forgive Me the way I am

♥ You have my heart and my love forever ♥

I'm sorry for not making everything right ..
I'm sorry if it seemed like I didn't care ..
I'm sorry for my stupidity cause always let you down and I feel it deep within me ..
I'm sorry i didn't appreciate your kindness towards me when in the mooody mood ..
I'm saying sorry for all my mistakes ..
Sorry for everything, mainly for the past few days .

Definitely and Obviously, i am a person who think & worried too much in relationship. Probably the most scary thing I've encountered is making you angry. Please forgive me for the pain I've caused. I will make up to you every chance that I get.


p/s : aku sayang kau bodo .. xoxo !

ME plus YOU ( part 2 )

17th May 2010

imysfm :') ♥

Bosan di pagi hari tapi Seronok di keheningan malam.

First groceries shopping with her, cool isnt ? Felt myself like a husband already, haha fatty hubby cause i used to buy stuff with my parent :p She text me to accompany her and little housemate, Zana to Tesco Ampang. Do buy a lots of stuff, biasa la perempuan en haha and lots of Maggi too ;) its been a historical memory for Maggi's at their rents. LMAO !

Buy here, Buy there. I only give a tin of 'Love Letter' to my loved one. Yummy ! Then only Ajirah called me up, saw im doing shops tp malu nak tegur aww' haha padahal jauh kot. Done with shops, we having dinner in Kg Baru ate some food but disgusted with the fallen 'sakura' flower heh, spoil spoil T.T

*21st May 2010*
My first look with her bedazzled new cute haircut ! rawwr'


with her favourite chubby sis, Yuyu

30th May 2010 . . ♥

Met Shafina's mom for the first time in formal way la sebab before this jumpa salam and ciao saja hee. Lama laa jugak lepaking2 kat Puchong, but seriously im still missing every part of her house. Its remind me of something so so meaningful to me :') I hope I always welcome to go there, and borak borak with her lovely and sporting Mom.

.. and yess, i will continue for June story by next month haha, and surely its gonna be a super cool month for us.

xoxo!

ME plus YOU ( Part 1 )

Dec 28, 2009 10:56 PM : hye afnan ? hehe mmber uzir rite ?

.. that was the first MySpace conversation between me and her, Shaa a.k.a 'My Boo' :D yeaah i've been knowing her since she's my roomate's friend. we do chat a lot, but can't go much futher since she has a BOY at that time HAHA. damn she's freakin cute ! comel comel :)

Afnan and Shaa Maureen are now friends. · Comment ·

hmm she had a really hard time though. so im just doing my job as a friend, shared her probs, makes her feels free from the problem that just happened. although im a shy-person *cute* looking guy, but im great at texting/ chatting haha.

its go on and on and on, and since then all i kinda miss her a lot. everytime i Login my fB, i expecting the incoming message was from her. i know its kinda awkward, but believe it or not.. she asked for my number ! woot woot* (saya kan pemalu..)

start from that wonderful day, i often to text/ call her a lot. im totally falling for you Shaa ! because you make me feel like, like, like i have never felt before..

*15th April 2010*

the day i say the three precious words, and she replied I Love You too.. *wink*wink* the exact same day as my parent's anniversary.

29th April was Our first fight .. MMA !

admit it, obviously it was my fault and stupidity makes this all happens. seriously im sweat like hell afraid that u'll leave me. thats it, i made my decision to drive at 3am to KL from Sepang. its hard fr short-sightedness like me drove in the middle of the night but i already made my promise that i'll do anything for her since shes the one who holds the key to my heart.. so nice of her fr forgiving me that night. isn't that sweeet ?

hehe and the funny side of it was, i came an hour late to my exam in the morning. not a problemo, still manage to get full mark from it yeaah !

.. i'll continue write my precious life with her, so you have to wait till another month.

i noted all of this scenes cause i don't want to forget every single sweetest moment in my life with her and hope i'll continue with it till my last breath.

p/s : I Love You, Shafina. xoxo!

tQ fr loving me.

meet Shafina Ismail @ Shaa Maureen haha. ily ♥

I love you more than words could ever say

You're the one I couldn't forget

Even at the last breath I take

Because you are the one I love so true

When I found you

I found the closest thing to heaven

The moment I opened my heart and let you in

I saw this great love starting to begin.

The perfect girl used to be only in my dreams

But when I first saw you, it changed everything.

In my heart,I hold your love close

It's your love that I need the most.

I could search my whole life through

And never find another 'you'.

I love you more than anyone

I just had to let you know

My feelings for you will never change

Just know my feelings are true

Just remember one thing

I Love You ! ♥

I wish our love will last forever.

pity you pity me

Hmm sometimes im wondering why boyfriend dont like their girl to be friend with me. not one, but many of them HAHA. Am i an alien? heyy boyfriend, im not that cruel to steal ur girl laah. we are just an old friend, come on lerr. besides, I don't like to be 'berdua' in this matter of time, kalau ya pun pandai² laa aku cari perempuan. anytime je dude boleh dapat, HAHA. HELL NO im gonna steal somebody gf. thanks a lot fr deleting all of my contact from her :)

Hell Of A Day

Heyy slow it down,

what do you want from me ?

HAHA !

love this line ouh,

thanks to Anaqi Baker.

Anyway, lot of thingy happens today. And today also can be my historical day, non-stop class from 0830 to 1830. Fuhh, not use to it before. I'm dying like gila in class. None of todays lesson caught my attention. TIDUR LIBRARY TOILET MAKAN ( activities on class period ). My fav, spoil presentation ! blame it on Jeremy !

Ada laa break jap for lunch, but not worth it for me. HAHA ! Teman Bert ambik kereta kat UniKL MFI. Boleh lak jumpa Udin kat sana. Unfortunately, masa tidak mengizinkan daku dan dia untuk berbual-bual ;) otw pegi jumpa Ferrari, otw balik sesat jalan. Kami cool ! Kan Fahmi and Hikmi ? HAHA !

i think we gonna chill out for a moment laa tonight kawan-kawan .. apa kata kamu ?

HELL-OF-A DAY !

Single Life

At this point, I don't see much point in relationships

anymore.

Cause nothing ever lasts at this age, not for me anyways

.. so why bother?!

Wait till I manage to get enough money to buy an Airbus A380 then I'll find one. HAHA ! :P

T.T

My favourite song of all time, almost like crying to heard this song. The lyrics were .. T.T
This song is about moving on from past troubles. The past may have been something you liked, but life has changed, and its time to move on for the best, wheather you like it or not. Eventually you will be able to "face the day" again. All the struggles start to finally go away, so he thinks he's asleep. He doesn't want to wake up because it might go back to the way it was.

This is my life
Its not what it was before
All these feelings I've shared

And these are my dreams
That I'd never lived before
Somebody shake me
Cause I
I must be sleeping

[chorus]
Now that we're here,
It's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All in the mistakes,
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here its so far away
And I feel like I can face the day I can forgive
And I'm not ashamed to be the person that I am today

These are my words
That I've never said before
I think I'm doing okay

And this is the smile
That I've never shown before
Somebody shake me cause I
I must be sleeping ..

So Far Away by STAIND.

Hello Land creatures ! OMG

*handsome kot aku, haha !

2010 ! New Year, New Day, New ME !

My first blog for 2010 if not mistaken :)

I'll turn 20 ..!! waahaha !

no teen-ages anymore, kinda sad + dissapointed .. T.T

but no worry, I'm a grown up man daa,

dah boleh kahwin pun :D just xda calon je haha :p

Anyway theres a lot of changes to be made, NEW AFNAN kaan .. ;)

wishlist for 2010 pun boleh tahaan aa panjang and surely gonna complete it.

and this year gak I'll do my On-Job Training with any aircraft company, on July.

maan, dah kena kerja pulak. i HATE it actually haha :p

Hmm almost forgot, my biggest mission for this year ..

GET RID OF MY EXTRA BAGGAGE !

cukup lah 20 tahun ku simpan ia di perutku,

now its time for 'them' to chalo.

Thats all for now, and i'll continue writing whenever I free.

ooyeaa takecare'